-nice day.

28.10.06
sista come back to singapore @12 am
Nothing much happen in the morning..
We go far east AGAIN to put up stocks..
Walau la! The stocks damn many sia...
Den we went cini to see the new shop
Pandora's box !Opening soon! @ 1Nov...

Wahahax...Dinner Time~ ~ ~!
We family go out with eric uncle
to duno where to eat smt NICE Hooo!
1st dish : Fish & Rice... NICE!
2nd dish : Prawn & sweet n sour pork... VERY NICE~!
3rd dish : WahahahaX.... Guess what?! IT is CHLLI CRAB..
MuahahaXxXxXx...
The crab is so damn big la...
The < 'hand' of the crab is equals to/ bigger than my palm...
OMG ! ! ! SO NICE ! ! !
PERFECT ! ! ! 100 POINTS FOR THIS SIA ! ! !
I eat till i almost cry sia..
so DAMN HOT ! ! ! Hooo!

Hahax..i'm looking forward another nice dinner...

¤ ¤ [ D ] E [ A ] D ¤ ¤

Today damn bloody no mood la...
bua ta han la...
i almost retain, but it is still a bad thing to me...
my class 35 pple total..
20 people sucessfully being promoted..
9 people duno whether are they being kick out of skl or retain..
The rest are advance student.. means that they were
moderated by teachers to get promote to sec 4Na...

I'm really damn fuckin no mood la...
den the teacher keep naggy like an idiotic..
keep saying 'aiya must study hard la...la.'
as well say mus go die fuck sia...

after skl go meet didi...
i more pek chek...
he such a kiddy la..
still play with his golf ball..
haiz.... 14 le la...
Grow up can or not?
he act like he was 10 la...
damn act cute..
O M G ! ! ! ! !
HE IS SO DAMN RUDE LA...
he dun even respect a jie..
i wonder how is he going to respect his parents..
_-_-_A N D_-_-_
i can say i've failed to change him...
unless he change himself a bit 1st...
............................................................................

Haibane Renmei - Blue Flow

Naze Wasuratai no?
Nee Omoidashite
Atatakai hoho ni furu
Namida no negai

Naze Furue nagara
Ima Motome au no?
Kimi dake o nando demo
Dakishimetai kara

*Aoi hoshi no umi
Namima ni tadayou hane
Kiete yuku kanashimi wa
Ashitae no inori na no Blue flow

Luna Ukabu yoru wa
Hora Yume no sora ga
Sarigenai unmei no
Kanata ni maneku

Mada Mayoi nagara
Ima Yonde mita no
Kimi dake ga motsu kokoro
Tashikametai kara

Aoi hoshi o mite
Samishii to omou toki
Sono omoi Uketomeru
Yasashisa ni naritai no
Blue flow

* repeat

Tsuki no Curse

tsuki no KAASU tsumetai yume no naka de.....
kotoba no nai sekai de bokura wa ai wo kataru itsuka kimi ni todoku made
kizu darake no kainade daki yoseta kuchibiru no
haritsumeta negai tokashitakute
nee aishiatta kako no utsukushisa sutesareba
ashita motto kirei na yaoru e yukeru kara

tsuki no KAASU
tsumetai yume no naka kara kimi wo tooku tsuresaritakute
dokomade yukeru ai wo shinjite ii basho made

itami wo mada shiranai kodomo dake no yarikata de
kimi wa kimi wo tozashiteru
mimimoto de sasayaita hajimete no ai no kotoba
massugu na hitomi madowasetai
nee kimi wo dakishimete atatamerareru naraba
donna batsu mo tsumi mo ima wa kowakunai

tsuki no KAASU
tsumetai yume kara samete kimi to tadayoi tsunagiatte
dokomade yukou ai no shijima wo te ni suru made

nee aishiatta kako no utsukushisa sutesareba
ashita motto kirei na yoru e yukeru kara

tsuki no KAASU
tsumetai yume no naka kara kimi wo tooku tsuresaritakute
dokomade yukeru ai wo shinjite ii basho made

dokomade yukeru ai wo shinjite ii basho made
yoru no mukou futari dake de.

-Suteki Da Ne/.

Kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni
Oyoida kokoro
Kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
Hazunda koe.

Tsuki ga yureru kagami ni
Furueta kokoro
Hoshi ga nagare koboreta
Yawarakai namida.

Suteki da ne
Futarite wo tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi ie ude no naka.

Sono mune
Karade azuke
Yoi ni magire
Yumemiru.

Kaze wa tomari kotoba wa
Yashii maboroshi
Kumo wa yabureashita wa
Tooku no koe.

Tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo
Nagareta kokoro
Hoshi ga yurete koboreta
Kakusenai namida.

Suteki da ne
Futari te wo tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi ie ude no naka.

Sono kao
Sotto furete
Asa ni tokeru
Yumemiru.

Fucking Bitch @ Sentosa

18.10.06
Today go Sentosa...
At 1st still thought that we must takecare of the disables..
Reach there den know that we go there see wheel chair bound facilites..
So damn disappointed sia... Thought can take care of the people there..

That Muther Fucker Bitch keep snatching all my friends away...
Fuck that Bloody Bitch la...Ta Ma De!!!
She like make the whole class hate me like that...
CIBAI LA...She thought i what ?
Did i do something wrong to her?
Is she 1st started the conflict with me,
den now she run away from the conflict..
COWARD sia..
Maybe she's too imature ba...
still young duno how to think...

Aiya...If she cher dai ji...Not my problem le...
Hahax...Her friends confirm shield for her de...
heck care la...i care for her for what?
Waste my time...key gao with her...no point sia..
She die let her die lor...her dai ji..

She will never make me lonely...
Cause I'm LoneLy no More...

-SianZzz//

17.10.06
Today so sian..so little people go skl..
damn bloody sian lor..Still got that
Bloody post exam activity...

Yiyuan go on stage sing...
all out of tune, forgot lyrics or too fast..
wah sei i bua ta han...
everyone Boo at him la...

Nic play electric guitar...LOL
He play as if he is a pop star la..
keep rockin himself..
walkin on the stage from left to right..
We all laugh like hell sia..Hahax..
den a girl from choir sing out of tune
until very jia lat la...She cant reach
still so kay kiang...Hahax...

Tml's activity is to go to sentosa to
help those disabled pple..
Just waiting for tml to come..

**If any of your friends guys or gurls
have problems regarding family matters
or depression..Intro to me..If i can help,
i'll try my very best to make them happy..
If they are sad, i can cry with them...

One more thing...to tell that BITCH...
Shut The Fuck Up You Bloody BitCh!!!
I Really Hate You.. I Really Wish That
You Can Disappear From This World..
*And That Bitch Doesn't R.I.P*

I'm not alone anymore

**15.10.06
Bloody Hell ! ! !
I'm not your fucking maid la ! ! !
nabei! Idotic man hole ! ! !
Keep calling me to help you do things..
Do finish any how scold! TA MA DE ! ! !
If i do wrong den say la..fucking hell !
Just know how to scold...
Everytime say i wrong, u le ?
not wrong at all ar ? like that win le lor..
BUA TA HAN la ! ! !
Everything put to me without thinking..
CAN'T YOU THINK HOW PPLE FELL?
i Can'T StanD it ANYMORE!
i want to suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to leave this BLOODY PLACE!

But...before i do anything to myself...
i found someone finally care for me..
didi ah~ why everytime i wanna do
something bad for me, den u stop me?
Xiao Ken didi is the only one who
understands me?
He cares and even cried to stop what
i wanted to do...
He makes me laugh when he talk to me on the phone...

finally i know that I'm NOT alone...
I still got my cute didi..
And i can happily say that
Kenneth didi is the best person
i have ever meet...
Thanks for Telling me that I'm NOT alone anymore..
Because i have you~! I luv my didi~!
You DID make me happy after i know you...=D

THAT BLOODY BITCH ! ! ! ! !

This happen on 13.10.06**
A Bitch! A fucking Bitch who run away
from every problem she had,
she don't care about how other's feels..
I'm so disappointed to have a friend like her,
or i can say...I don't have such a friend like her.
I know she hates getting into trouble, but
she also no need torun away from it..
Can't she just sit down n face the problem by
herself without other's shielding her?
I was angry because she anyhow accuse my friend..
('it must be ****** who gave the unknown
person my details n my e-mail add de lor')
I told my friend that i'm not happy with that bitch..
OK FINE! maybe is because of my friend's temper
which she don't really know how to control..
But CAN'T JUST THAT FUCKING BITCH
LISTEN TO WHAT SHE WANNA SAY,
BEFORE YOU ADD ANY OF YOUR COMMENTS BITCH!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU BITCH!!!!!
I WONT TRUST YOU ANY MORE...
YOU LIED TO ME SO MANY TIMES,
SINCE WE WERE FRIENDS...
JUST THAT I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ONLY!!!
when i found something weird,
i ask that bitch, she will just say
"Got meh? Where got? I didn't say that lor!"
Just know how to run away from problems..
YOU ARE JUSt A COWARD to me!
If that bitch make me angry again,
she will know n i won't regret...
i BUA TA HAN you...
I'LL JUST USE A PEN KNIFE
TO STAB YOU ! ! !
TILL YOU DIE ! ! !

Kenneth Didi

My kenneth didi..u save my life..

Long ago, we became friends through the toopid maplestory...
Just the day before yesterday, on the msn chat..
he suddenly ask me to be his god sis(jie)..i was SHOCK..
n happy of coz..1st time in life sia..got people want me to be his jie..
(if u want to see his photo he also got friendster..man man chao=p)
He is a nice, cute, funny n guai kia who makes me laugh till jaws drop..
Lol...always say 'aiya, duno la, 2pid la..' when something he don't like..

Today HE MAKE ME CRY!!!!
LOL...joking la.not he make de la..
just that i was too worry about him that he suddenly say
''i'm very sad now'', "please leave me alone", "i hate myself"..
How dare him sia..'cup' my phone 3 times..
make me more n more worry about him..den i cried..
i feel so disappointed that he told me to leave him alone..
n so this makes me think more n more..
is just that i don't want people around me to be sad..
if they were, i'll try my very best to make them happy..
no one should be crying alone without people's care..
n i'm the person which care for there's esp their feelings..
If they were happy, so am i ~!

*i don't want them to be like me*
i have no one care for my feelings..
i had always sat in the dark, crying alone..
i have no true friend to share my feelings with..
i have always suffer depression all by myself..
i have lost the trust in myself..
i almost gave up all my hope..
And that's why I HATE MYSELF...

AND now i was happy to have a god bro that cares for me..
**THANKS FOR BEING MY GOD BROTHER**
luv my kenneth didi.. >.<